“In the practice of mutual aid, which we can retrace to the earliest beginnings of evolution, we thus find the positive and undoubted origin of our ethical conceptions; and we can affirm that in the ethical progress of man, mutual support – not mutual struggle – has had the leading part.” – Peter Kropotkin
I.
It was a maddeningly hot afternoon in August, and I had just spilled some cat food on the living room floor. I instinctively reached for the vacuum, momentarily forgetting that the air conditioning was already on, momentarily forgetting that I lived in a hundred-year old brownstone with a fragile electrical system. I hit the button on the vacuum to turn it on and, at that exact moment, I realized my mistake. The power went out.
Losing power was a regular occurrence in that house, and I didn’t think much about it at first. The breaker panel was in the basement, which could only be reached by exiting the house at the ground floor and re-entering the house again through the basement door. As I stepped out the front door, my next-door neighbor stepped out of her house at the same time, a confused look on her face.
“Our power just went out. Did your power go out?” she asked.
“I just blew the power out,” I told them. “Your power went out too? Shoot, my bad, sorry about that. I’m on my way down to turn it back on right now.”
I ran down to the basement, confused as to how and why the circuitry in my house could possibly affect the house next door. I swung open the door on the breaker panel and shined a flashlight on the panel. To my surprise, the circuit switch that was usually at issue had not flipped to the other side. I reset the entire panel, to be sure, but the power still did not come on. I ran back upstairs, dreading the call I was going to have to make to the landlord.
When I surfaced on the ground floor again, there was a small crowd on the sidewalk, and other neighbors were starting to exit their houses. “We have no power,” yelled a man from across the street. “Do any of you have power?”
I looked around at all the brownstones and realized that the entire block was out.
For a split second I tensed up, briefly paralyzed with the possibility that my little error had inconvenienced the entire neighborhood. How could one overloaded circuit knock out the whole street? I then glanced down the block and saw a few folks from the next street over walking towards us and, at that moment, it finally hit me that the outage had nothing to do with my running the vacuum cleaner and the air conditioner at the same time.
But with that realization, my guilt was immediately replaced by fear, and as I looked into the eyes of my neighbors, I saw nothing but fear in their faces as well. We stared at each other for a moment in silence, eyes wide, suddenly feeling as though we were in a Twilight Zone episode or a Ray Bradbury story. It was one of those strange moments where despite the fact that we were relative strangers to each other, every single person knew exactly what every other single person was thinking: terrorism.
It was less than two years after 9/11, and the trauma associated with living through that experience was still a fresh wound for most people in the neighborhood. Since the tragedy, the city’s inhabitants had been collectively walking on eggshells, waiting for the other shoe to drop. The emotional climate was such that an event as ordinary as a power outage, which would not necessarily engender fear prior to 9/11, suddenly took on a new and terrifying potentiality.
At that moment, another neighbor emerged from his house, cranking up an old weather radio as he walked towards us. “It’s a grid failure,” he yelled at the crowd. “Newscaster says that the whole Northeast is out. Everything is down.”
I witnessed a sigh of collective relief and a release of tension that immediately transitioned into a breath intake of differing anxieties. The fear of the unknown and the fear of potential terrorism had quickly morphed into a fear of violence, of looting and of rioting. Everyone suddenly started to intently study each other, deeply searching with their eyes, seeking out potential levels of trust or distrust. We stood there uncomfortably, the residents of a Brooklyn block who before this moment had the privilege of never needing to know or trust each other, who suddenly realized that we were in a situation where our safety and well-being might depend on each other. Eyes darted around from person to person, with the silence ever deafening as the seconds ticked by.
“Do you think we’ll be safe?” one woman asked, breaking the silence. “The last time this happened…”
In the late 1970’s, riots, looting and arson broke out throughout the city, especially in Brooklyn and the Bronx, after a power outage caused by a lightning strike kept the city off the grid for just over twenty-four hours. Nearly 5,000 people were arrested; hospitals filled up city-wide as a result of the violence. The incident is well-remembered among the city’s residents. Many of the folks on that very block had lived through those riots, and the tension in their faces signaled that they were bracing for such chaos to potentially occur again. I looked around, somewhat tense but determined not to be overly affected by the worry of others.
Eventually the immediate crowd scattered, and I nervously headed indoors. As soon as I entered the house, I hunted down every candle, flashlight, and spare battery that I knew of, put them in a pile in the middle of the floor, and looked out the window at the sun. We had three to four hours of sunlight left, at which time the entire city would be facing a night of blistering hot temperatures and no power. No power meant no traffic lights, no subway trains, no running elevators.
Crowds walking home in NYC during the 2003 blackout. [Photo by Glitch010101.]
II.
I woke up as the sun started to set, and my heart immediately began beating as I remembered that we were in the middle of a blackout. The house was sweltering, and I quickly pulled my shoes on, armed myself with a knife and a flashlight, and headed towards the front door. I walked past the refrigerator, and it occurred to me that the food in there would be spoiled by the morning. I opened up the fridge, gathered all the edible food into a bag, and continued out the house, figuring that I might run into someone else who needed food.
I stepped out the front door and could not believe the sight before my eyes. The same neighbors who were so fearful only a few hours before were engaged in what could only be described as an impromptu block party. There were several tables filled with food, a man was cooking on a propane stove, a few folks were playing music, kids were kicking a ball around, and several women were standing around in groups with drinks, obviously engaged in meaningful conversation. I thought back to my instinct of sharing food only a few seconds earlier, and realized that everyone else had the same instinct. Everyone was sharing, cooperating, working together to make the night a little easier.
It was a miserable and muggy night. A night that, in Park Slope, would be inevitably spent in front of an air conditioner, in front of a television or a computer, isolated from others and walled-off by design without much thought to the intent or consequence behind that arrangement. But in the absence of electricity and the inability to amuse oneself with all the various devices that run on electricity, everyone was out of the house and engaging in person with each other in a way that I had never witnessed before. And as I stood there and watched, I realized that what I was witnessing was probably not confined to this block.
I made my way down towards the commercial strip on Seventh Avenue and, as I turned a corner, I noticed that the bar, which sat catty-corner to where I was standing, had its doors open and the sides rolled up. There was a large crowd out on the sidewalk. I walked over and found that the place was packed. The restaurant was giving away everything they had, and everyone looked like they were having the time of their lives. Not only was everyone merry and conversational, there were several people among the affluent crowd who were visibly poor and homeless, and they were being welcomed and loaded up with food and drink just as everyone else.
I stood there at the entrance to what I always considered to be one of the snobbiest bars in the neighborhood, and watched as class lines evaporated before my eyes in the face of an unexpected situation. Firefighters were chatting with bankers, wealthy housewives were sharing food with dishwashers.
Continuing down the street, nearly every house had people sitting out on the porch, talking, sharing food or drink. The entire neighborhood was alive and bubbling with activity. Tables were set up all around with people playing card games and board games on the sidewalk in front of their houses. Down the road, the grocery store was handing out ice cream and bags of ice to everyone who walked past. A man was cooking hot-dogs on a charcoal grill. Grandmothers were sitting together knitting under the light of a gas lamp, and children of varied backgrounds who had never met before were playing together in the street.
From the open containers to the open street fires, laws were being broken left and right, and yet civility still held firm and there was not a single police officer to be seen. I walked up and down, the entire length of the neighborhood, taking in the miraculous beauty that had unfolded over dozens of city blocks. I met and spoke with a countless number of people. I was offered food and drink dozens of times and was invited by complete strangers to play music and card games. For the first time in my life, I felt that I was actually experiencing what it means to be a ‘community’.
III.
After what seemed like endless hours accepting all the hospitality that I could possibly stand, I decided to wander out past the immediacy of my neighborhood. I headed towards Prospect Park, which among many other functions served as a barrier of sorts between the wealthier white neighborhoods in the western half of Brooklyn and the poorer, immigrant and minority neighborhoods to the east. It was in those neighborhoods that the majority of the damage occurred during the riots of the late 70’s. Yet I had a strong feeling that the atmosphere unfolding in Park Slope was somewhat consistent throughout the city.
As I entered the park, I was taken aback by the sudden darkness. My own block and several others were still lit with gas lamps and that, combined with the candles and flashlights being used, kept me out of touch with how dark complete darkness actually was. I made my way across the park toward the east side, relying much more on my previous knowledge of the terrain than what I could actually see in front of me. I stuck to the paths that wound along the southwest corner of the park and, as I walked, I heard the sound of music coming over from Ocean Avenue. When I got to the corner where the park meets the street grid, I saw a nearly identical scene to the one I had just left behind. Music, food, community, laughter.
Nearly identical, but with one glaring exception. While I didn’t see a single police officer in the dozens of blocks that I walked in Park Slope, on this side of town, the police were everywhere. There was practically an officer stationed at every corner, and it was apparent from their stance and their demeanor that they knew full well that their presence was unnecessary to the point of absurdity. They were painfully out of place, standing awkwardly among the people communing on the sidewalk, knowing full well that they were only creating tension in an otherwise safe and joyous atmosphere. They looked as though they wanted to disappear.
I re-entered the park several blocks north of where I had exited and, as I crossed the street toward the path, I saw what looked like a group nap occurring in a patch of grass just to the right of the path. I headed towards the grass, and saw at least two-dozen children of various ages, spread out like snow angels, staring intently at the sky.
I looked up at the sky and gasped aloud. The sky. The stars. They were larger and clearer and more mesmerizing than could ever have been thought possible in New York City. I was immediately taken back to my childhood, to summer camps in the Catskills where the stars seemed so close that you could almost touch them. I hadn’t seen such a sky since then and, as I stared at the sky and then at the children on the ground, it occurred to me that most, if not all, of these kids had spent their entire lives in New York City and had never been to a summer camp and had never seen the night sky before.
Night sky. Photo by Michael J. Bennett
As my eyes darted back and forth between the sky and the children on the grass, one young boy saw me and sat up in excitement. “You need to lie down and see it from on your back,” he said to me urgently. “There must be a million stars up there. It’s amazing.”
And so I lowered myself down to the ground next to him and flattened myself on the grass under the large, waning moon, taking in the pure wonder that was the night sky at that moment. I forgot about everything but the stars, and I lay there for what seemed like hours, in complete awe, allowing myself to melt into both the sky above and the earth below. The experience was a rare gift, a gift that I was sharing with a grateful and hypnotized group of young stargazers. I pointed out as many constellations to the kids as I could find and remember, and then, after a while, I simply zoned out into the sky.
Eventually the kids got up and headed back toward the crowds on Ocean Avenue and, after the last one left, I stood up and wiped myself off and headed for home. I took a long, meandering route home through the park and, by the time I was back in my neighborhood, the sun was just starting to come up. There was still a group of guitarists perched on the stone wall that enclosed the park and a few random stragglers were slowly making their way home.
IV.
The power went back on the next morning and, on the surface, everything went back to normal rather quickly. Yet there was this resonance, a certain shared magic between neighbors that never quite faded. For many months afterward, every time I ran into or made eye contact with one of the others who I remembered from that night, there was always a pause, a smile, a sparkle in both of our eyes as we briefly remembered the joy and wonder in that experience.
There was something incredibly healing about that night, both collectively as a neighborhood and as a city, on a deeply personal level. Witnessing such kindness and cooperation, such an instinctive and widespread expression of both mutual aid and merriment in such stressful circumstances, greatly restored my faith in humanity and strengthened my belief in the feasibility of a decentralized, cooperative society. It was a night where love triumphed over fear, where beauty was unexpectedly revealed both within us as well as above us.
In a world of increasing uncertainty and dwindling resources, where the future may be technically unwritten but hints strongly at bleakness and tragedy, I still retain a bit of hope whenever I think of that night when we temporarily swapped out the streetlights for the stars.
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This column was made possible by the generous underwriting donation from Hecate Demeter, writer, ecofeminist, witch and Priestess of the Great Mother Earth.
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Another great article Alley ! I second everything you wrote !
In the town I live in Norway, we also experienced a rare power outage a couple weeks ago and it indeed was quite an interesting experience. I remember that a friend of mine who runs an organic grocery store in an XIXth century shack was having the time of their life: No other store could operate without credit-card machines and automatic doors!
Sadly, the power outage happened in mid-winter so, there wasn’t much hanging around peacefully outside. It actually was an arctic tornado that blacked out the whole region.
I also feel sad for the poor people who don’t get to see the night-sky from big cities. I have the chance of w organizing night-time tours in the countryside during the winter and almost every time I see tourists being completely mesmerized by the ´simple´ sight of the milky way or a shooting stars.
There’s many other factors to it (food production and distribution being the most capital one) bu let’s hope that when TSHTF society as a whole will look less like Madmax and more like this beautiful summer night.
Light pollution is one of the most underrated tragedies that our technology has contributed to. Sure, it’s good to have light to see by, but our use of it is beyond excessive (as Vegas blatantly illustrates). Having read this, I wonder how much more we miss by our over-reliance on artificial light, other than the stars themselves?
Starhawk has (somewhere) a meditation on the difference between starlight sight and flashlight sight out in the woods. Your vision is better after a few minutes of starlight and what you see is not limited to the cone of light from your flash. I’ve tried it and it’s true.
Absolutely true. I would add that most people reach their optimum level of night-vision after 20 to 30 minutes in the darkness and that it can really make a difference.
Lovely piece. It reminds me of the similar coming-together that occurred in the wake of the Loma Prieta earthquake in San Francisco: arguably the City’s finest hour in nearly a century.
I listening to radio reports from that quake while trying to establish phone contact with relatives in San Francisco. Much of the coverage was anecdotes and repetition. Two anecdotes registered: That volunteers were directing traffic in the absence of traffic signals, and that there were reports of looting. As the night wore on, the looters stayed in the repetition loop but the volunteers dropped out. A clear showing of the media’s priorities.
We were on a new exchange/prefix in Santa Cruz county–we’d just moved in a month before. The house was built to the codes changed after the Sylmar quake in 1971, and thus while the house bounced quite a bit, the enormous plate glass windows stayed whole, and only plaster & paint cracked.
My neighbor up hill from me had just come off the ground floor framing at the end of his day, thus he was safe. The house down hill from me had phone service (I think we had power the next day, and our place got phone service then too). There were female college students, who I discovered were born-agains, but I did get to leave a message on my mom’s machine. She called my inlaws, and somehow my husband, on the adjacent Continental Plate in Cupertino, heard I was ok, but I had no idea of his status. Call made, I went back home until dusk, when I ventured farther down hill and across the road to the big yellow house, to see what news they might have. No phone service there, and all smokers, but I felt more comfortable with them, in spite of my loathing of the smell–which wasn’t bothering me just then.
We were rather scattered–due to the slope of the hill, one didn’t know who lived there beyond your immediate neighbours–so there was no communal gathering outdoors. When the skies were not harboring the local fog bank, one could see stars so well at night there. We moved because the place was sold.
When in the UK, unless we were in a city of size, the stars were wonderful and the night quite quiet. I needed that peace, and I made a point of enjoying it.
Lovely. Living in the Maine woods has many advantages, one of them being I get an amazing view of the stars on every clear night. This is a far cry from the assumed default of violence, chaos, and “anarchy” during times when everyone is unplugged from the grid of civilization.
We had a similar experience in San Diego when the power went out September 8, 2011. Being close to the 9/11 anniversary people might have panicked, but they didn’t. Neighbors helped neighbors, spontaneous block parties occurred. People were commenting for days afterwards that we should shut the power out more often. We tend to think that events like this will bring out the worst in folks, but experience has shown that it brings out the best. Thank you for sharing your story.
Alley, thanks for another wonderful essay. Will you or anyone from TWH be covering Sacred Space/Between the Worlds? Let’s talk about whether my airline miles could make coverage possible.
Thank you very much for that generous offer. Yes. I am very excited to say that we will be covering Sacred Space this year. I’ll send you a message on the specifics.
Heather, delighted to hear the TWH will cover it. Should be a v good conference
Sometimes we forget that there are other options to the behavior that we normally see in our fellow humans. This showed just one of many options possible.
Imagine what it would be like to live in a county based on sharing and cooperation instead of competition and selfishness.
It is possible. Become the people that you would like to live among, be the society that you want to live in.
Thank you for this beautiful first hand view of such a profound experience. I live within the range of that power failure and remember it well. I also lived in Quebec during the ice storm of 1998. With 1998 in mind that power failure was tense, hot and unpleasant for me, however, I was by then in the country and my concerns were basic (how long would the well pump hold out), it didn’t have any deeply significant under tones or after echos. However, in recent times of trouble, even to this unusually difficult winter in the Canadian Maritimes we keep hearing of people’s lack of kindness and desire to take advantage of a perceived opportunity. Thank you for bringing to life so vividly the alternative, the wonderful possibilities that Do exist and can be tapped into if a group of people simply wish to reach out in a spirit of support and kindness, to make an experience positive instead of merely looking after themselves alone.
Thanks again, Alley, for a great story of humanity and mystery. When the Sputnik had been launched, my mother thought it was something we needed to see. Since then, I have looked up at night. I subscribe to A(stronomy)POD (http://apodemail.org) and see some amazing celestial sites, which is likely the best urban dwellers can do for that experience. There is also an Earth Science POD–http://epod.usra.edu
We live in a solidly middle-class neighbourhood these days, but the street we’re on does party as a loose whole. One of the supermoon nights last year had people out looking up, together. The street (all one block of it!) and the ones around it are changing hands and demographics–skin color!–as the original owners die or move into different situations (same as the last neighbourhood).
Last neighbourhood tended to block parties, but folk seemed to know each other via their similarly-aged children. The house we owned in Santa Cruz was on a much more social–but bad for viewing starscapes–street.